I didn’t realise losing someone would have this much of an impact on everything.
Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you, and I miss you so much right now.
I’d love to tell you about everything that’s going on. My career is going well, I can drive, College is good. I miss popping round to yours in my lunch hour and just sitting with you. Grandad keeps asking after you. He’s doing well at the minute.
I feel like somethings missing and I can’t figure out what it is, then I get this overwhelming feeling that I won’t actually see you again.
No one understands how close we are as a family, so losing you has made such a big impact on everything.
The memories from before your operation are also coming back to, which is lovely, because that’s when you were your happiest. You were happy afer your Op to, we just had our own language that only the family could understand.
I’d love to see your smiling face again, I love you.
Safe to say I never come on here anymore.
today, I passed my driving test. and i’m going to start thinking more positive about life and try not to get so worried about things.
Jeeeeez. Wish you could rewind time sometimes and change or relive things.
Everything goes really well for a while and then something happens that makes me feel like this.
My anxiety is really bad now and I can’t even think straight.
I can’t even explain it.
holy crap my head hurts.
whats on my mind right now?
I want more piercings and a boobjob.